It seems bland.

The results are out.

Why do i even bother when it won't make any difference?
Yearning to help, but to no avail.
Seemingly genuine, when in fact full of pretense...
In no means whatsoever is it as potent as surmised.

When do you know that enough is enough?
You'll never see the glass half-full when it is, in actuality, half-empty. The
Genesis of detachment proves inevitable. Insurmountable. Persistent.

Again, i am at a lost. I need to snap back. I shall be quitting... again. I need to face the music. And the music seems to continue playing for quite a lengthy period.

I got it.

The dreaded talk. What pains me is that i know i do not deserve that talk. What pains me even more is that i know i will miss what has now become my routine.

Detachment won't happen overnight (especially after considering that the attachment took days and days of trivial togetherness).

But they have a point.

It's actually a dilemma, what i am in right now. It's a lose-lose situation. It's a pain in the wuss. But shit happens.

Que Será Será...

Wafting Trawl

With teary eyes, i look above
and lo and behold, it was there.
Squinting, doubting, looking, gazing.
Beyond any shadow of qualm,
it was up there. Ascending to
the heavens with supremacy,
there it was, high up in the sky...
Slowly vanishing from one's sight.
Had I not let go, would it change?
Would you still be here by my side?

I think i just broke through European soil.

We lost money at the Mahogany Public Market.
I've been infront of the laptop for majority of the stay here at La Casa de Tagaytay.
We ate more than we consumed.
I'm so freaking bored.

I finally made friends with the neighbors.
And the head of their household's gonna hook us up with a new pup.
Hoorah...
Hoorah...

My MMC's busted.
My Y!M has gone berserk.
This freaking laptop just got a major bruise (the memory card reader... my fault... don't ask).
My phone's been beeping for the longest time.
My other phone's losing signal.
My other, other phone's home alone.
I miss Lucca and Jumbo.
People are starting to get all emotional...
and here I am, raiding friend's Multiply sites, playing online games, trying to do The Sims 2 Deluxe, doing trivial upgrades to Y!Groups, making ...
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I'm so freaking bored!