You should know; the feeling is mutual.

Today is foresight day. Today is also my I wish day.

-o0o-

I got to talk with a couple of friends, spurred by the posters of certain candidates. I got to hear their tales and got to take a stab at it of my own. I was surprised; i was not alone.

In fact, i shared the same sentiments with her, with them.

I wish everything did not have to be so complicated. I wish it all just made sense and went according to plan. No complication, no ifs and most certainly no buts.

I wish... to wish... the wish... I wish... to wish.

-o0o-

I got a 94 for my novel critique for my LITERA2 class.

NOBODY GIVES ME A 94 FOR A LITERATURE CLASS.

NOBODY.

I wish our professor stops acting like a bitch and starts manifesting reasons why she's even teaching us Literatures of the World.

-o0o-

I uber failed my first PRODMAN Exam AND had a laborious time making sense of today's lessons, making it appear like i was sharing their train of thought.

How i wish i stated this term on a better note.

-o0o-

I got to speak with two people i have grown accustomed to. I really admire them, both of them. I wish we could have talked about other, more important matters like love, life and all that jazz. Afterall, it's not everyday i get to hang-out at the Burgundy.

I wish i get more talks like these.

-o0o-

I do not know what lies ahead.

I'm afraid to know.

I don't want to know.

As said earlier this day, I'm not afraid of change, i think change is good, necessary, constant. But I am afraid of what might change and of what position i hold in that change.

What's with yellow?

This week pala is the Balut sa Puti Festival Week.

It's the newly instituted annual celebration of the whole Municipality of Pateros, inline with the old tradition of celebrating the feast of Sta. Martha, our town's patron saint. It happens every second week of February.

Yesternight was the Pandangguhan. It was also my first time to watch the competition. And, to top it all off, it was the night that i learned i may be more connected to the history of Pateros than i ever thought i was.

-o0o-

Next week oughtta be... hmmm... should we say... thrilling..?

I have LEAP on Tuesday, ROTARACT on Thursday, CSO on Saturday and 2 Boonings for the whole week. This, not mentioning all the minute details on every day mentioned. Buti nalang at busy ang next week. That oughtta give me reasons to skip a meal or two.

Next week oughtta be fun.

Hey, you've got something on your forehead.

I've lost focus.

That's what i've been having a hard time blurting out.

All these past few weeks, i've lost focus. And now, i'm all wishy-washy.

Life has a funny way of making the tides turn.

Funny.

Just funny.

-o0o-

I've been rambling all about how much i adore this person for her, uhh, martyrdom. I envy the other person because he has someone who loves him that much.

Let's just say that i spoke a little too soon.

I failed to take into consideration a well known fact: the coin always has two sides. I just found the other party's take on the story. I feel for her. I am disgusted with him. Never did i imagine that a person could be so... so... stupid. That was not at all platonic. If it were, then i must have been born yesterday.

-o0o-

Yesterday was an i'm-bluer-than-blue type of day. Everybody went gaga over a surprise that someone, errr, some block (lead by an obvious someone) planned for someone else. Triggered by this very romantic but, due to some technicalities, poorly executed surprise, everybody went on to blurt out their own demise.

I took part of this. Of course. Pahuhuli ba ako?

It was only yesterday that i realized how funny i was. And i don't mean the sassy remark-type of funny. I mean the slapstick type. hahahaha... ambobo lang talaga.

-o0o-

Everything has got to take shape now. It's one of those now or never milestones in life. All hopes are high for a better tomorrow!

ENOUGH.

WHAT A KISS-ASS.

I have practically crossed the line between playing-oblivious to downright irritated.

I tried to give you the benefit of he doubt. Partly because i thought it was wrong; that people were being a little too judgmental.

But now, well, let's just say you're giving me, us, more reasons to hate you.

Okay, so maybe hate was a harsh word. Maybe it's just, you're giving us more and more reasons to, errr, not like you.

...

God, i am so looking forward to next term.

AWTS! My bruised ego!

ABDUL

Ok. Cguro hayaan m muna for now. If smethings bothering her, mybe it wil show up in her blog. Kaso glit kc xa ky federer 4 losin kya may blogstike xa.

Vea

e hyaAn m mNa try m nxt tym kausPn m xa ult,tpS b0nd ky0,

As you must have deduced by now, I went to the Cordillera Mountains this past weekend to spend some time with my family. This is one, if not the only perk Lasallians experience with the formal standardization of class hours. The plans were set days and weeks and months, even years ago:

• That the trip should take no less than three freaking days.
• That the whole, if not most of the family should come.
• That the trip happen when the Balikbayans were in town.
• That the trip be during the Christmas Season.
• That the trip to Banaue be made on-board vans.
• That the road trip start late at night (so it may end early in the following morning).
• That the Banaue Hotel be chosen to provide the lodging services.
• That we head for Sagada on the first day.
• That we try the cave-dwelling lifestyle for no less than 6 hours.
• That we visit the hanging coffins.
• That we take a dip in one of the waterfalls.
• That we spend day two in Banaue.
• That we savor the splendor of the 8th Wonder of the World.
• That we head home on the third day.
• That it be one unforgettable experience.

It was only now that the trip be executed... and three-quarters of the plan be totally wiped-out.

We headed for Banaue on a Friday night as i had to come to the CSO Office to settle some issues and concerns with ACCESS.

AGAIN, NABURA NA NAMAN ANG POST KO. FREAKING, FREAKING CRAP. WILL MOST LIKELY TRY REPOSTING THE LOST WORDS TOMMOROW. BULL CRAP! ANG HABA NA NUN, EH! WAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!